What about now?

My aunt texted me last night when I was all stressed up due to the coming exams.

She asked if I miss home.

I replied her that I miss everything back there, I even miss things that I usually don't like about.

That is how desperate I am.

Sometimes, I don't get the whole idea of me being here.

We search for the desirable comfort zone all the time.

I know where my comfort zone is, I found my comfort zone 1 year ago.

But, here I am now...far far away from it.

Alone.

Why?

It doesn't make sense eh?

Maybe I will get to know the answers to it down the road....

Or...maybe I will never know?