Sometimes, you stay awake in your bed and regret for the things you did not do in the past.
You hate yourself for not telling someone important how much they meant to you.
You feel sorry for yourself, for letting somebody,
just anybody the chance to hurt you and the people you loved.
You are ashamed for not being careful and sensitive enough.
You regret for the things you did in the past.
You feel bad for yourself for being stubborn and cruel.
How much you wish that it was all a dream, and when comes morning,
things are going to be perfect again.
You desperately hope that you will be able to start everything all over again,
you start to promise yourself that if you were given the chance,
you are so going to make up to everything single thing and people.
But, sometimes, people need to go through all these shitty situations to grow up,
to learn how to appreciate the people in the past;
and to learn how to make each others’ lives easier.
Admit it, it’s not easy to learn how to not take people for granted.