Combos

Great.

It has been two weeks since I discovered a swollen lymph node just below my left jaw.

I consulted two physicians; the first one gave me muscles reliever cream because she couldn’t feel the swollen lymph node, the second one, he felt it but refused to give me Augmentin cause he said I had no source of infections and told me that one of the treatment is observation. I couldn’t stand it.

I almost went crazy because I kept bombing myself with all sorts of question.

Can you imagine how my life was for the past two weeks?

The first thing I did in the morning, every morning was to palpate my neck and check if the swollen is still there.

At night, I will check again if its still there and silently hope that it will deflate when I’m awake.

One hour ago, I did a test and found out that its not just normal infection. I might have some cacat disease based on the symptoms I read from sites.

Now, this is even greater, I have work due in 2 weeks time and I'm not even half done with it.

Well, at least I don't have to wake up tomorrow and ask myself if I am having some sort of disease because obviously, I am clever enough to diagnose myself with it already.

Let's sit back and watch if I can survive this.