Saturday, March 31, 2007

10 Incredible Things that Are Playing in My Mind.

1. Everyone is like that, you will have enjoy lotsa shits, lotsa scary sleepless nights, to finally learn to reject, to put a stop on the reopening of an old scar.

2. I still can’t accept the fact about experiences. They always come right after you need it. Sian.

3. From expectations to disappointment to more expectations, if you don’t do something about it, that cycle will keep on repeating until you get fed up with yourself.

4. Sometimes it is just easier to lower your expectations so that when things don’t go your way then it doesn’t hurt as much.

5. I like time. It’s the perfect solution to unlock the inner secrets in people. All I need to do is to sit back, relax and wait for the flaws to slowly appear.

6. I don’t get some people. They are so good in writing fiction with their tongues. Go come out with a book or something la.

7. Friendship comes when two sincere people stop pretending to be someone else, just to impress each other.

8. It is love when I can overcome my phobia towards marriage.
-The answer to the question “How can you identify love?” by Anon earlier on.

9. I wonder if what Kok Ping told me just now was a lie. Herm...

10. I am so going to run away if I am able to survive all the shitty situations I am going through right now.


My mind is like God. It works in many mysterious ways.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Dark Circles

I used to be afraid of death.

But surprisingly, right now, I'm more afraid of living.

How long do I have to live like this?

Why do I have to get punished for things I did not do?

Whether its karma, obligation or responsibility.

Truth is, I don’t really bother anymore.

I just want to pay up and depart as soon as possible.

I learn to admire the deceased.

I can’t wait to finally sleep on my death bed.

A well-planned death for me.


Sunday, March 11, 2007

Leave Me Again

Life is cruel.

By the time we learnt all life lessons.

We're too old to give a crap!